I haven't slept well (and not just last night, but for a couple weeks) because my girlfriend is gone... still another 14 days to go. Now because I haven't slept well I get tired at work easier. Getting tired at work makes it easy to get stressed out. Getting stressed out without someone to talk with makes me feel a little depressed. Feeling depressed inhibits my creative side, so I don't even sketch and doodle. I'm going to try and go to bed early tonight so I feel better tomorrow.

Being lovesick sucks. I don't know how people can have a meaningful long-distance relationship. It would ruin me.

sorry bout that. i had to let it out somewhere.